终于...
下任了。
将乐团的担子放下了
将唢呐组也给放下了
说不舍得是假的...
以我的性格，
要完全放下很难，但是现在有更重要的事情
需要我去做。
看了公教中学某位吹管组组员的blog
主要是写我们演奏会的观后感
内容如下：
okay 俊豪, its very not nice of u discriminate us lyk dat. xD Speed doesn't matter. Don't say we can't do it. Nothing is impossible for a willing heart. Never say Never. The performance proved it all last night. Proved to us that we can do so much better than them. And we HAVE to. :)
Okay so this is what happened yesterday. During Saturday (yesterday) he zhou, HoongCheong LaoShi said some stuff about expression and guan zhong gong min. Coincidentially we experienced and solemnly understood wad he meant and the same day he said that. WEIRD.
See the thing is, KuanCheng's performance is a very valueable lesson for us all. It'd be good if more ppl went. Lyk the whole PMO. Especially us winds. Good thing most winds went :)
Me, Chuen Hong, Chin How, Eng Sim, Yi Yan and even Jie Chee, ;)
Anyways...
Number1 they have the "shen shou" !!
Number 2 their SuoNa ROCKS man!!!!! N no i dun just mean the Soloist. Yes the soloist was Awesome but their SuoNa Zhu was bloody out of this world as well. OMG they can hit the high notes so nicely! Although there was 1 tiny part whr they screwed up on 音准 but i swear its gonna take us a hell of a lifetym to reach whr they r now. But doesn't mean we cant. Just... we're gonna take a lifetym. i banyak 自卑 T.T and very motivated in a funny sort of way after i've seen their SuoNa. :)
看来，我们多年来的努力没有白费
从以前那种被人家看不起
到现在别人看了我们演奏会会想要发奋
这中间留过的汗水、泪水，挥洒过的青春
都值得！
距离中学句点越进 ，
我的感触就越深...
回想当年被逼到在厕所门前一个人练习
到现在连续两年演奏会站在舞台上独奏
得到所有人的肯定、支持
看到我一手带起来的唢呐组
可以独当一面
看到我组的组员当上了乐团的学生指挥
突然意识到，
我的付出，有了回报
当然，他们的进步更多的是靠他们自己的意志
还有毅力
但看到他们一日一日在进步
心中是感到无比的欣慰的
就像子筠说的，
组员很多时候就像是我们孩子
加上我和我组员年龄差整三年
甚至有5年的
看到他们进步
有那种自己栽种的幼苗在自己手心的呵护下
发芽，然后长成一棵大树的感慨
然而，
我们之间的 化学键
将随着今年的结束
断掉
但故事，
我相信，还会继续写下去
而这个故事是没有结局的
从2005年心不甘情不愿开始的乐团奏鸣曲
随着第一次全国赛
第一次演奏会
第二、第三次演奏会
第一次独奏
到最后一场演奏会，第二次独奏
我的乐团奏鸣曲终于来到最后的乐章
剩下的几个月
我要用十八的天空
勾勒出最完美、最感慨的-----------
句点！
坤中华乐团唢呐组第一把的位置
让给了文贤
但愿她可以继第一个光辉后
再次带领唢呐组发出第二、第三
甚至无限多的光辉
让这个组继续发光发热下去！
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